Simon was talking to us about OSIP today and he said there will be 1 slot in Ireland. oh my, Ireland for 15weeks! too bad lodging is not provided, so it works out to about 2k just for lodging. Adding in expenses, the money i need will be crazy haha. so i am thinking now, long night for me i guess since i have to give him an answer tmr. That being alone would be fine, since its europe not thailand haha. There's Thailand and Myanmar too but no interest. probably stick to local SIP since simon said 2 out of 3 of us would be selected for this company. not sure bout the pay but its for 22weeks so yea, money enough for trip next year with frens haha! so we will see. it will be a long night for me, much thinking to do but unlikely i will go, too exp haha.

I am trying to breathe, but i am fighting for air.