today supposed to have tuition wif darren at compass library but instead went vivo to watch DOA =x coz the tutor overslept -_-. the show not bad.. hah. after that went home to study. lol. i am already planning post-O's programme although O's . going Hong Kong! too bad. cant go Shanghai to watch andy roddick in action at the tennis master cup. sigh... 11nov-20nov, exactly the day my O's end. zzz.......... wahahah. american tennis players sure rawks!

not meant to be?

{/10:35 PM}

today went to school to study wif mel and xr. den mel left for her tuition while xr and i continued studying. after that went tennis. reached thr early... looked at the way the advanced play.... do i reali have the ability to play, train wif them? i wonder... some got promoted up too, leaving me alone as i have a.math every sat and cldnt make it at 1pm. i reali cldnt imagine playing and training wif the likes of nicholas tan.... 4yrs younger than me but yet already top5 player in the U-18.. haiz.... O's juz an excuse, mentally not prepared..... tot after i changed to n6-2 cld play better wif a cool racquet.. wad a beautiful and amazing racquet yet i play below my expectation.... dammit.... and to think jia hao know nicholas tan -_- anyway i am not gonna join the tournament. the right mentality is still not thr. i need more time :( but nevertheless i am gonna be thr to support my tennis dudes! any1 wanna come alone? lol. kallang is farr.......

{/11:37 PM}

ok blog be4 i start studying my maths.

Today was graduation day....went to eat bf wif ken furs be4 heading to school. nothing much. juz went up the stage and take an EMPTY black file and a keychain which i lost it =( . Honey also gave us a candy. lol. after that went up ava room took some photos wif frens... after that went ate be4 coming back to sch to play bball.
bye yuying.... 1 more month and my "2nd home" will slowly disappear. tot we could go back to classroom 4C today but it turned out otherwise.. sad... so many memories.. esp the very 1st day we stepped in this yr. i always rmb that day. know why? coz i spoilt a fan. LOL. hope the class using it nxt yr will not blame the "bastard" LOL. Shit lots of movies coming out. how? anyway Deathnote: the last name is coming out soon.. 28DEC! faster pls (: Ninja Turtles is coming out on 26April07! LOL

i tried, i more i think of u.. although ur juz behind me... zz.. perhaps thats the reason that i will not onli miss everything of 4C (the classroom, my hilarious classmates, honey and alot more) but also the school coz ur presence will perhaps slowly disappear.... sigh.....

{/11:48 PM}

went to vivocity today to watch Deathnote.. hmmm.. quite nice..sadly in the end the main actor became so devil... and i din know that death gods are bad? and vivocity is disappointingly boring boring. zz.

ytd had a quite long chat wif zheng huang. ha. juz wanna catch up wif him. so long nv even talked in person to him already. well.. its all good... thx dude.. for hearing my "oh, it was juz a dream" stories.. mus be boring huh my recent cruise trip. lol.

wad a facade and cruel world this is. some1? get rid of all those backstabbers and hypocrites? am i 1? hopefully no......

{/11:43 PM}

juz came back from cruise. Wait.. Not just.. 2hrs to be exact. ha. was lying on my bed. reali damn tired coz as u noe, going cruise means late sleep & early yawning. lol.
Friday, well of coz, the furs thing i do when i went in the cruise was to go to my cabin. sad... so long nv stay in balcony already. sigh, nvm endure for 1-2 more months! heh. den went to check the arcade out, to see whether lame games have been remove. sadly, more lame games replaced them. lol. den i tot i saw her. lol. reali stunned at that moment. den smsed ken. after that decided to go back to the arcade and realised its not her. relieved? mayb not. nothing much. juz keep playing and playing. ha. oh ya. went to the picturehouse (its juz a small "threatre" wif capacity of bout 50 ppl) and watched Pink Panther. hilarious movie. ha.

Sat, woke up early in the morning and went to have breakfirst be4 heading to arcade, played awhile be4 going to the picturehouse again in the afternoon to catch the movie The Sentinel. well boring, therefore decided to go the library to study for awhile.. 3hrs passed and i went back to my fav place, the arcade. lol. at thr, a gal approached me to play catching. kinda like omg? but i see no reason to reject since she and her frens age are bout the same as mine. anyway playing catching on the cruise, i believe, will be fun, wont it? but in the end, my mum came to find me, asked me wanna watch a concert.. and on and on she went... talked wif her like more than 10mins... den the gal was like telling me blah blah blah, but i din reali hear it so i juz nodded my head. lol. and coz of my mum, din play catching wif them. lol. after the arcade closed at 1am, walked ard the cruise, trying to unwind. ha. good walk i had.

Today.. woke up early again den went arcade again. ha. boring but reali nothing much to do. den here i am.... hopefully can go soon again which i believe will!
This cruise kinda is the most meaningful cruise i ever being on. i realised wad type of character gal that best suit me. perhaps this kinda of gal is hard to find but i am sure one day. lol.

One moment of hesitant , could cause a lifetime of regret?

{/1:47 PM}

study break started. but still when back sch everyday for remedial early in the morning.. damn tired.lol. somehow the teachers are always late -_-. and our class are being taken up by the sec3s coz Olvl practical coming so they moved away from the lab. well cant believe i aint going to be able to step back in 4c classroom. kinda sad when i thought of this. haha. but this day gonna come anywa but didnt expect it to be so fast... nvm.. tml practical le..... gd luck to every1..

omg..... 2more wks(less than that?) to Os if u exclude the practical.... shit..... this wkend going cruise.. hopefully can chiong finish e.math, a.math and hopefully my hopeless sci. ha.

{/11:30 PM}

as usual.. sat morning.. a.math lesson... well didnt go Njc in the end. regreted lar =( so damn jealous lar, she(still dunno how to spell her name though talked to her today =x) got to play tennis from 9am in the morning coz of the open house. so shiock sia. ha. she came to our class today coz the open house ends at 3pm den realised kenneth goh didnt join the tennis club.. hmm wonder why..? nvm dun reali know him ha. hmm... shld i join the tournament at dec? wad she say is correct bah. experience matter more than ranking. i dun wanna play under16 no pt. but u18 gonna be tough... zzz...... gonna think furs.. anyway guess even i join i will lose easily... no good strokes... no stamina... poor serves.... haiz.... dammit coach nigel went oversea. the guy who took over temporary sux badly man! tried to change our style of playing, also non-stop nagging from him lar.. keep saying wad we play nv think. like he know wad are we thinking?

omg.. the bad bad haze is back..

{/9:53 PM}

1st day of "no-sch-day" .. still kinda miss my classmates , teachers whom i respect and some others. ha. today went jc open house wif damian and ken.. Temasek and Meridian. well gotta say its damn cool lar.. haha.. ha. serve as a motivation to me :D it was a warm reception at Temasek but damn cold at Meridian lar... lol.. but overall gotta say Meridian is better.. heh. but the tennis team is.. omg lar. hopefully wad i saw was not the sch team players..... didnt see kenneth goh at thr... tot he wld be helping out at hes tennis club but somehow cldnt find him lol... so long nv play wif him already. haha though we barely know each other still wanna play wif him lol =x wonder if he had become even pro-er already not. ha. somehow dare not try out tennis at thr. kinda ps lar lol. tml National JC open house.. dammit.... i wanna go.... zz.. but morning got a.math den afternoon tennis.. i wanna go thr and play wif her! (dunno how to spell her name =x silva izzit?) well kinda hope can get to see her nxt year at thr ( not coz of her but coz its my dream jc ) but i know its almost impossible lar lol... coz of my results.. anyway shes encouraging me to get into the jc coz the guys team need players. ha. But more likely, i gonna disappoint not onli her but me also... sigh.....

{/9:24 PM}

today last day of sch. happy yet sad lar.... lol... well darren and jiahao shld noe the reason. LOL. not onli that though..... tml going back sch to complete my d&t.. like finally.. took forever for me to do finish... and if not for others help, guess i wld have given up on d&t. thx every1 who helped me =) today sch was reali damn weird.. dunno why.. mayb coz onli sec3s and Os student needa come. well skipped chinese =x to do d&t! i figured out that chinese wld juz be a waste of time. ha. den after sch slack slack den went met up wif darren at compass to have our tuition. den home sweet home. tml mayb going Jc open house.. hehe.. i noe most probably i cant get in but juz wanna go thr and check it out :D

{/11:58 PM}

today nothing much bah...... damn sad lar jia hao.. pon sch we keep 'bao toa' him to yani den office call him.. den he said hes under the "noro" virus suspect list... so dots..... lol... my sci.. slowly improving although still very weak lol.. nvm tml having tuition..... today PE was fun yet sad... last pe.... tml the last day of day already. shld i be happy or sad? lol dunno....... during pe that time chest was kinda pain. hopefully nothing serious =) after sch went to eat wif ken den he went to look for... erm. comics?lol.... ok.... nothing much to say le. bye....

oh crap. the Departed is M18... zzz... nvm. thrs still other show i am catching soon.. let see. hmm.. rob-b-hood.. deathnote.. deadoralive... wtc? hmm so many more... heh.. the best part. going vivo city and watch =) like finally.. lol...... hehehe..

{/8:35 PM}

so damn tired now... gonan sleep.. after i watch 'my teacher is a gangster2' ! =x well.. darren and i had our first tuition wif the tutor at compass pt library..... dammit forgot to bring my wallet to sch today had to go home furs to take my wallet... this damn bus driver.... omg..... wanna charge me adult fare juz coz i dun have my ez-link care. for god SAKE!!! i was wearing my uniform how can i not be a student? -_- such ppl can ruin ur day ... after tt went home den went to compass at bout 530.. darren was already thr den we proceeded to BK to have our early dinner at started our tuition at 7..... well was sleepy throughout the session..... and was thinking bout that matter i told darren bout earlier on.... so damn stress about that stuff lar...... had a good chat wif the tutor on the way home.. talking bout polys and JCs. i told him bout the "lightbulb" joke too. its kinda hilarious any1 wanna know ask me =) its bout diff JCs having diff amount of students repairing the lightbulb =x

horrible results.... horrible haze.... horrible illness i am suffering. stupid haze,....... although it seem to have stopped. but i am still feeling the effect from sat training. zzzz...... i dun even have asthma! -_-

{/10:36 PM}

well.. today engaged myself in so many meaningless yet fun stuff.. like crapping ard wif cow and qin, playing my ps2 and using computer. studied like 2hrs+ onli? only did finish 1 ss , 1 geo qns and 1 a.math paper... zzz... and my nano spoilt. like wth.. all of a sudden. nvm.. its juz 9mons into the 1-yr warranty so still can service it for free.. heh. willy wonka chocolate is nice, does sg sells that? it took me like 11months to eat finish 1 small pack ( bought it when i went to london last yr =x) my precious chocolate... LOL. nvm. gonna ask my cousin to send MANY MANY here =x

{/9:06 PM}

stupid haze. omg lar. today coach said onli "stationary" tennis but in the end still played serve-and-return =x today 2 "unknown" players joined us. wow. one of them are so much better than me man. ha. muz improve faster. my serve improved! =) and coz of the getting-worser-as-time-passes-by haze, the last 20odds mins coach gave us a "talk" on how to be a better tennis player. and i got promoted to the advanced! :DD right now, hrs after my training i am still smiling. i am reali so happy man. ha. :) but i told my coach after Os den will i go to the class coz 1pm on sat reali clashes wif my a.math remedial. so no choice have to go intermediate for now but at least i noe i am good enough to play in advanced! :DD haiz... reali feeling the after-effect haze illness.. as coach said.. we shldnt play vigourously but i still did =x having headache now.. zz.. gonna take a rest now..

i cant wait for Os to pass. able to play wif real pros wk in, wk out! =)

{/9:23 PM}

nothing special today. didnt go to study wif ken and phe. reali damn tired. geo after-sch lesson was staring at 'nowhere' i guess. reali going to doze off already. went home after that. now.. perhaps go do some a.math question be4 taking a break.

is this call fatigue? i am reali so tired... exhausted... becoz of studies,, tennis and love..... well Os juz wks away but cant fully concentrate... tennis. nvm. love.. well jia hao also agreed on that... nvm... onli he now wad i am feeling bah.... kinda complicated....

{/5:49 PM}

today sch was yet again damn boring.. zzzz well today erm.. let see.. hmm..... nothing much happened =x haha. sadly.. geo i still cant fully concentrated!(coz wif a dumb gay sitting beside me) den after sch went to eat kfc wif qin.. shit.. been eating fast food for i think 5straight days? omg lar... growing fat.. needa keep myself in good shape.....after that went back sch, library tfor a.math remedial.. obviously some didnt come.... well not refering to all those pro 1 but all those average and below grades...... i wonder wad the hell are they thinking? mr tai is soo kind enough to offer us remedial and yet they didnt come! =x 12oct faster come.. i cant wait for sch to end.. used to hope that this day wldnt come but now.. somehow i changed my thinking.. lol... sch so borring....

i reali dunno why... yeah i noe wad i am feeling.. but wad the hell am i thinking.. i reali dun wan to........... zzzzzz

{/8:16 PM}

hmm kinda long time nv updated my blog already. ha.
Well sat nothing much. as usual. went for tennis.. kinda worried that the training will be cancel coz of the rain. reached thr. luckily the rain stopped. haha. so sad. another got promoted. i am stuck =(
Then sunday. went out to play bball wif darren qin cow and jk. well played for about 1.5hr den went heartland to eat and headed home.
Then monday.. erm.. well as usual sch. after normal lesson had e.math remedial. well dozed off
while doing =x
Today.. ken said 620 meet? guess wad. cheryl arrived earlier than that assclown =x erm had a sad time talking bout prelims coz my results were way below my expectation =( haiz.. after that walked to sch den had borring lessons. after sch went phe's country club to study wif him and ken. left at 5+ . cause needa cut my hair. whenever i go in mr neo's office i am sure that he will say "yujian i like u when u were sec2" !!! juz like today.. so damn irritating =x alright.. gotta end now and practice more of e.math! =)

{/7:42 PM}