today didnt go out afterall lol. sry damian and darren. wait. why shld i say sry to darren? LOL. is u ps me =x lol..... actually wanted to go 2+ but d&t.. den damian said evening too late already so he cant go.. den darren.. ass sia..... starting ask me dun ps him but in the end its the other way rd -_- hahaha..

well today in sch nothing special or unusual happened. got back e.math overall.. C5. omg lar..... dropped so much...... muz reali reflect why.... zzzzzz......... den d&t.. mr sia had a talk wif our class.. felt so sad hes resigning.. partially 5of us fault lar.. whos the 5 i wont say =x den after that 3+ went heartland wif mao and weiyi.. ate our lunch den headed home already... reali juz a typical boring day..... yawns....

{/11:14 PM}

well... this few days hasnt reali been that good for me i guess...... results wise.. crap lar.... so many Cs.... reali damn disappointed in my humanities and e.math... haiz.... love wise.. erm.. reali nothing to say bout that.. so sry mel.. cannot tell u any news coz reali nothing.. lol. sad.. but nvm.. wad right do i have to talk bout love when i cant even cope wif my studies... zzz..... guess i have to work even harder.. esp e.math geo and my sci... and try to cut down on careless mistakes.. seeing my paper i can reali make me so frustrated lar... (-80-1= -79) wtf? i dunno wad i am doing.. my a.math shld have scored higher... but such careless mistake.. damn it man. D&T... omg.... reali stressing me up... ytd so great. during pe sat alone.. think lots of stuff... reali gotta set my priorities right..... hmm wondering if i shld go my class chalet.. dunno why but surprising dun feel like going.. told mel my reason.. hahaha... quite lame bah the reason but true wad.... lol.... nvm... got 1 night to think whether going not...

{/7:01 PM}

Zzz.. 3bad news today.. sch started off wif chem practical during english.. kinda fun to do lar.. lolx.. den after that went back classroom took back our a.math paper1... 50/80. omg..... shld have scored higher lar.. 11careless marks... haiz... hope paper2 wont pull me down.. thats reali an expected "killer" paper.. lolx.. den... ss lesson... onli 5-6 got 30 and above out of 50.. crap.. meaning not me already.. den for ppl taking Os in our sch.. 12Oct the last day.. haiz.. obviously i felt sad... ZZZzzzzzzzz..........

omg.. roddick! u caused ur country a place in the Davis Cup final wif 2 sad lost..

{/8:59 PM}

today chem die.. so hard.. haiz.. nvm.... after sch went home den came out again to meet ken and damian.. went cathay watched John Tucker Must Die. omg! a must watch movie~! reali damn nice lar. 1 of the best movie man. ha. its damn funny lar! esp the part when kate seduced Tucker to 'her' room LOL. after that went play pool.. erm was early.. so played quite long... den ken came my hse took some movie discs.. sent him to bus stop coz he scared of perverts.. =x thats all..

i feel so shit..
everytime i saw u.. i have the urge to go over to talk to u
but somehow, something held me back.. haiz
tell me.... wad am i gonna do...
haiz.....
missing u...

{/10:26 PM}

Came back from the boRRing wedding dinner 1hr ago.. reali can die at thr.. erm.. the place was at.. i think call Little Bali? hmmm.. intented to study thr.. but.. soo dark -_- nvm.. today phyisc and d&t.. both.. its like omg? so damn hard.. coz previous day i overslept no time to study lol.. well.... ytd watched Now&Forever.. a typical korean movie.. bout a playboy falling in love wif a ordinary women(korean movie are soo standard) but wad makes it kinda interesting.. the women had terminal illness while the guy got brain tumor.. well kinda hard to explain lar.. watch and u will noe :D so touching..

well.. i guess right now.. gotta concentrate on 2things..
you? i dunno.. seriously..... doubting my everything.. argh~~~!
stress~

{/11:24 PM}

today geo kinda dead... well.. not say its hard.. but.. somehow my bearing i read the other way rd -_- and manufacturing i din study the corporate tax! den a.math.. hmm.. kinda easy.. but i wont say my aim incase i ps myself again, getting 30+.. =x hope its careless-mistake-free =)

after that went heartland walk walk wif darren mao and cow.. walked awhile went home already. den watched a time-wasting movie at home. a women choosing a women over her husband? lol weird... den 5+ received a call to ask me go thr coz of a rather lame reason.. hey to the both of u.. dudes.. dun wry.. i noe wad i am doing.. i wont be so stupid to miss out again.. the feeling.. it sux alright.. haha.. juz wanna focus on my prelim furs (:

{/6:15 PM}

today studied alot :D ha. morning woke up early, intending to play tennis. argh!~ no court again.. zzz.. nvm.. nxt time pre-book bah. den was dozing off already be4 elson called to go and study. went mac and again, kiddy kids having birthday party again lol... studied amaths. did finish 2 Os a.math paper. hope i am improving rather than the paper easy that i can do so many sums. :D
den asked for elson on that thingy. haha.. hes ans? well.. same as hes melly and ken.. y all the ppl i asked gave the same ans? such a positive ans LOL. hope its reali that case =)

woohoo~ i wanna play tennis soon!

{/7:58 PM}

well actually dun feel like blogging but i am feeling so happy now~! :D

well thurs went nlb to study again.well thrs tis idiot who took off hes shoe and stinked the whole place! -_-hmm...thurs.. english was it? lol.. ya..the paper wasnt that difficult but i can nv predict my english marks.. it juz too inconsistent. ha. den fri was chinese? hmm.. kinda hard.. after chinese went home den came heartland to study wif mel ivy and ken. ha. study ard 1hr sian already coz was raining. felt so sleepy =x

today had a.math.. kinda struggling... zzz... 2more days.. muz buck up.. haha..... had tennis afterwards... hope the coach will promote me? :D but mayb not... hope bah.. i wanna play wif better players! =)

{/8:20 PM}

today e.math and ss.. ok after a very poor prelim1 result.. gonna set my target lower.. e.math? 60/80 happy but doubt so.. hope can bah.. ss? consistent B.. hopefully... another B.. 30/50 can le.. hehe.. today went nlb study again.. hhaa... bought my new bag but kinda regretted.. not so nice.. ha.. nvm.

when... when will the day come..?
i dun mind * but
how i hope u r right here now...

{/8:35 PM}

today no need reach sch at 725am!!! :DD lolx.. prelim started already.. today was practical.. 3rd shift.. so we needed to reach sch by 11am.. hhee.. met up early wif mao to eat bf.. den went sch.. slack slack.. had fun playing wif hes bag, preventing from studying ss =x LOL. omg lar.. practical.. physic was alright.. but chem.. screwed up.. so clumsy.. accidentally spill 1 of the chemical.. made my paper purple.. wtf.. nvm.. after that went home straight away.. met up wif ken den went NLB again to study.. hahah.. good place to study.. den now at home.. slacking..

oh ya.. be4 ken met up wif me on the bus.. he was at heartland.. he did something.. erm i wouldnt say stupid.. i would say unexpected bah. -_- omg....... by saying this.. i dun mean he is dumb or wad.. i noe he meant good.. so thx~ but.. well.. now lots of thoughts going through my mind lar..... haiz.... dunno exactly wad that means.. can some1 'enlighten' me? LOL =)

{/8:33 PM}

Roger Federer bt Andy Roddick6-2, 4-6, 7-5, 6-1 -US Open final. :(

haiz.. damn sad lar.. zzz... msn still cannot sign in.. but my sis can... wtf... haiz..

{/9:05 PM}

Andy Roddick bt Mikhail Youzhny 6-7 (5/7), 6-0, 7-6 (7/3), 6-3 - Semi Finals :DDDD

these wkend been kinda boring eh.. study study study.. sat went NLB den today hou mall.. haha.. no choice.. prelims juz rd the corner.. gotta buck up.. esp my sciences and both maths.. kinda interested in the first 3months Jc.. haha.. try my best bah :d

hmm.. 4am.. thats early.. shld i watch the finals??? mayb i will wake up at 5+ :D

{/10:13 PM}

today woke up damn early. considering its a holiday.. lolx .. mao mao fault lar.. lol he.. weakling =x went sch at 10+after our bf at mac.. den at thr slack slack slack. den 11+ played bball wif adam terry and damian. mao cannot play. injured hes ankle. den after that 4 ping sec came to our sch.. for friendly match.. ya.. ping yi sec.. the sch that we played against 2yrs back.. won them 30+to10+ that time.. gotta admit they became strong le. compared to 2yrs ago.. hah.. still recognised 2 of them.. den after awhile the rest of the Cboys of ping yi came and after playing a lousy match that we won narrowly.. kinda got sick of bball coz of my lousy skill.. den after that sat at canteen wif mao .. waited for elson come. he passed me my money went heartland to pass mel something. den mao and i walked ard heartland be4 going back mac to eat. den at mac ken and damian came. wtf.. muz write a FORMAL LETTER to invite some1 to go watch movie.

went home at 1+. Bathe den came out to meet ken. we went cathay to meet up wif nich, ivy, wendy and aly. sk and hes fren came also. we watched Little Man. haha.. damn funny and crappy lar the show LOL. after that sat at Ben&Jerry chatted awhile wif ken ivy and nich den went home already. haha. fun day :D

finally i saw u after days.. although its like onli the back view but nevertheless. still happy ha.. but.. the more i see u.. the more scared i get.soon.. Os coming and i aint going to have any chance i noe that. lack of confidence? or i knew whr i stand? hmm..

{/11:45 PM}

Andy Roddick bt Lleyton Hewitt 6-3, 7-5, 6-4 [Quarter-Final] :DDD

today 9+ went mr tai a.math lesson. went through the test paper2. lol failed again :( but got improve.. ha. after lesson went to heartland wif darren and mel. pei-ed them till 1+ den rushed home, bathe den went johor to shop wif my mum. lol.. tot got malaysia great sales.. but dun have.. nvm.. got myself 2 nice tee-shirts and 1 jeans! haha.. but cant find any nice shoes, bag or bermudas.. nvm..

{/9:33 PM}

wahhaha. juz came back from kallang stadium.today. went to study wif ry and qin at 1+ den ry that idiot -_-. study 20mins went home liao. lol.. den darren and cow came. we went kfc ate. after tat went to watch sg vs china. 0-0 .. hahah nevertheless it was entertaining lar :D haha hoped to see dong fangzhou in action but think he nv play bah. LOL. cant see well. intially thought that no.6 was him but it was shao. haha. nvm.. lol.. we keep scolding the china fans.. haha... damn lots of vulgarities man. den the chinese all started to scold us back. so united them. ha. omg... the referee was damn biased lar... elbow . behind-tackle. yellow card onli. if not den offside or no foul at all.. damn wtf lar. haiz.. tot Shahril Ishak* gave us the lead but handball :( nvm.. the atmosphere was great. gonna go thr for the match against palestine too i think. hahah :)

{/11:39 PM}

Andy Roddick bt Benjamin Becker 6-3 6-4 6-3 [Fourth Round] :DDD

today woke up late.. a.math remedial supposed to be 930. but i was at my hse bus stop at that time =x den the dumb weiyi.. made us even later lar! LOL. den had 2&1/2hrs of a.math -_-. omg.. from 930-1230. wtf.. so long.. lucky i reached at 10.. but still damn boring lar. ha. after that went pizza hut ate. den went play bball coz so late already. no pt in going chem =x ha. my shooting dropped so much. nvm. not so interested in bball anyway, suck jiu suck bah LOL~

after that went NLB to study wif ken, damian and david. ya. STUDY. ha. i am actually studying LOL. so happy. did finish the paper that mr gek gave us this morning :D hehe.. finding a good spot is so freaking hard!after that david left early. ard 7+ i and damian keep talking bout soccer. den ken also sian le dun wanna study, so we decided to go walk walk. den after that sat 80 went home~ haha. on the bus. we talked bout her her and her LOL. the 3gals that we like lar. haha~ den got a yuyingian infront of us. wonder if she will go ard telling ppl wad we said to each other not lol~ den after damian went off the bus. ken and i talked alot bout bball stuff.. all those stuff that happened when we were playing for the sch. haha. fun day~

tml watching sg vs china! LOL. hope sg can get a pt! :D

feeling kinda lethargic now... bye~

{/10:12 PM}

Andy Roddick bt Fernando Verdasco 6-7 (5/7), 6-3, 6-4, 6-7 (4/7), 6-2 [third round] :D



R.I.P Steve Irwin~

{/8:57 PM}

oh finally. can get to watch roddick in action later :D. hopefully? no rain pls.

today eh woke up kinda early... lolx... den elson asked me to go study but kinda more interested in playing tennis =x too bad courts fully booked. but it was already 4+ so i decided to go play bball wif darren, damian, qin and mao at our usual place. weak mao. clumsy dumbass =x alittle bit injury complain here complain thr. he went home early. nxt went to plcc and play. surprise surprise. 1court was empty and we had helluva fun at thr :D coz cow and shamu came too. ha. after that went to have our dinner den went to the bus stop. saw jj holding hes lovely "secret" LOL. i soo kind right? waited wif u for her. help u hold ur "Secret" den sat the same bus as both of u. help u to hide ur "secret" away from her. and so zi dong sat far far away. LOL~ thats the end of my day.

so happy my tennis is starting to improve! :D although still so noob. ha. (:

{/10:17 PM}