Lets start wif thursday. early in the morning went to yuying to collect my cert wif nich. reached sch the 3 ogls bought cake for yuanlong.. so we ate.(obviously) lol. and zhihao is one bastard lol.. say i took out my cert to showoff.. come on wad's thr to showoff bout -_- den tennis-ed wif cedric.. well 4hrs of tennis.. 2pm-4 wif jk den 4-6 wif ced.. got chased away by the tennis team lol.. coz they start training at 6. their standard.. omg.. i am kinda scared.. well not trying to be thick-skinned or wad.. but the team(not the regulars) i am surely able to make it coz heard if have the basic can le.

Friday. collected my ez-link.. nothing to talk bout.. oh well saw liling dor den met up wif guan chuan for lunch.. freaking tp.. put Cheers at Sch of Business.. made me late for my lab. lucky not more than 15mins.. well damn fun inside the lab.. msn conference wif the whole class ha. damn scary coz miss joanna was sitting on the table beside me.. wtf.. ha. didnt reali type much during the conference ya. dun feel like typing coz feeling kinda moodless. well tried to but coldnt. but had another separate conversation wif yijun. thx gal for trying to cheer me up yea. ha. went ps afterwards to meet up wif nich. while waiting for the slowpork saw don and wanjie so started talking... den went carl's jnr for dinner wif nich. omg nich u r going to make me broke soon u know. wtf. went cathay to book spiderman3.. den home. den went nich's house to play mahjong and sleep hah.

today tennis training... sucks.... i hate this guy in my training class. i hate him. who do u think u r? i am already so moodless and hes trying hes best to piss me off more or wad? anyway think i am going to quit my outside training. well dun wanna say. i am so scare....... i dun think i am able to get in the regulars this year.. crap.. damn.. i need some source of energy from somewhr! lol... reali i think i am lacking in confidence.. well well..

and poly life is not as slack and fun as alot ppl thought to be. me too. i tot it will be. well how wrong i was. it sucks.. my class rawks lar.. but seriously i am struggling.. struggling so badly.. i cant cope.. i cant concentrate during lectures...i am aiming for gpa atleast 3. but now.. how..i am seriously so dead...

i just wan to have a good life. so hard? why.. dammit.. i wan to get good grades for poly.. i wanna play good tennis.. i wan my family and frens to be happy.. lastly.. i wan u.. it seems i cant get any of my wishes... w.t.f

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today lectures suck big time man.. the 2 lecturers.... both their style of teaching so boring... zz.. but web design fun!! =DD each of us supposed to choose a topic for our project which we will do throughout year1. i chose.. JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE LOL. =XX haha.. wanted to choose hiphop or wakeboarding but well. chose JT afterall.. muahaha

today was the start of cca fair.. haha immed chiong to tennis booth and sign up! =X tham tham also signed up for tennis yea. =) yijun mayb also lol. but for guys in my class no one joining lol.

well today yuanlong's birthday!!! fun watched Wild Hogs haha. wahlao eh ha. javius and i wld prefer watching fracture but nvm since its yuanlong's birthday and every1 was happy =D

i wonder.. wad am i to u.. fren? or? i hate this feeling.. perhaps it's me who is thinking too much again.. but well thats my weakness.. well well being too emo here.. no wonder kenna scolded emo bitch by aloy LOL. lol no link coz he was refering to my nick in game. hopefully i will not tink too much and focus on getting in the tennis team 1st!! trial on 10th may, acc to cow. so longbut well i am feeling the heat.. stress..... HELP!!!

Ksurge yet to out on the market in singapore.. seriously, SIAN.. wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf. 1-2 month(s) time.. ZZZZZ

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muahah today lessons, i can understand =D lets see.. today, C.math1.. lucky yuanlong beside me.. hes so damn good in maths wow! thx alot dude, if not i wld be struggling =) den progamming... wtf.. sure fail lar.. intro wan to sleep already.. den web design.. not bad!!! =D

haha tml yuanlong's birthday!!! class outing!!!! yay man!

gal, i wanna catch ur wave! =)

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well today lessons BORING. muahah coz they keep repeating the grading systems. met up wif don for lunch today. after tutorial wanted to play tennis wif cedric but rained -_- sian.. the past 3days i have been playing tennis all rain.. omg... cant stand it man... yea. learnt web designing today. the basic but i got it =x coz went home and read more bout it. just go ask qin for the url, cre8-ed a "website" for him LOL. i noe the basic very well RIGHT? =x

Found my perfect rac, K-factor Ksurge! similar to my n6-2. i dun have to change my style of playing anymore! gonna get it soon. wed?

i am missing u.. badly.... why this feeling. it sucks..

{/11:34 PM}

cant sleep so decided to blog again =x well forgot to mention i watched 200pounds ytd. wooo damn nice.. and hilarious ha. bitch sister. told me nano spoilt so i went all the way to wheelock place to service it onli to find out that NO BATT WTF. well perhaps my fault that i didnt check.. but when i asked if the batt able to last me for a day she said yes.. was tired so didnt bother to check.. omg.. but if not i doubt i will watch 200pounds lol =x ok think i am gonna get some sleep soon. tennis 3-5pm@ terry's house. monday 3-5 wif cedric@ tp. Trial coming, STRESS!!! gotta play more man and improve my volleys and backhand! like wad phe said, have faith in myself and i can do it! =D

LAME i can onli book 1 hr for tennis court.. play wad.. hopefully no one books right after ced or me(i booked for cow and jk since they din learn how to book online -_-)

oh oh and and and.. my timetable is out!! monday, 10-3. tuesday 9-6. Wed 8-12. thurs 10-2/4 (wk1,3,5 2pm, wk2,4,6 4pm) fri 9-4. well not bad not bad.. but tuesday omg.. tennis training is on every tues and thurs 6-9 zzz.... tuesday right after lesson must chiong go the court.. well.. any1 who wans to ask me out.. yea.. i will be available =X

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wooo tennis training as usual today.got to play wif pros today man haha. nicholas long. russell chan. omg. freaking good and its happening so quickly(i mean during the game) lol me and justin were like kinda struggling.. muhaha.. tested heavier rac( my ex-coach lent me hes rac) all good! powerful strokes. hard and low.. wooo i wanna get another rac soon! playing wif pros sure makes me stress up and feel lousy.. coz i am older than them. but well.. my passion just drives me on! come on, TP tennis team, i will get in the team man!! =X

having doubts.. Microgel Extreme Pro? K-factor? N-code? or wad? Flexpt? dunno wad rac to get anymore.. coach raymin asked me to wait for the full release of K-factore series rac.... K6-2? LOL mayb i shld wait.. but trial is coming! shld i buy it? OMG HELP.

{/11:13 PM}

back! from my orientation camp =DD i love IT man muahha.. we reali bonded damn well lar. i suggested a outing but every1 wasnt reali enthu bout it -_- but i can say we have reali bonded well. let me explain well hehe. got to know more. the 2elaineS, Chan and Tham. we call them Chan Chan and Tham Tham.John u looking? i finally found1 who has the same surname as urs!! lol. and yijun.. well they were reali quiet on the 1st day but after 1st day.. the.. true colour...... LOL =X well and there is yuanlong, a taiwanese, joel... hmm wad to say bout him.. till the nxt time den! =p then thrs matteow, leighton, zai, sophia, qing yi, also a taiwanese according to yuanlong,ben and VICKY LOL. hes one damn funny GAY =x hope i didnt miss out on any1 who attended the camp.. and of coz thrs QS LOL. oh well of course thr are the 3OGL who helped us alot, zhihao, shuijin and aslam!!! thx!!

thinking... of......?

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Going to sleep after this LOL. damn tired. didnt sleep at all last night.

today orientation.. GREAT lol. i am in C176. it RAWKS. damn happy lar today. coz i initiated the conversation LOL although i was super shy. got 1 irriating guy in our class who keeps singing songs and doing/saying stupid things. wan know ask me lazy to type it out. today during lunch time the 5-6 of us were sitting thr. no one wanted to initiate the conversation so i started muahhaa i am so proud of myself =D ok 21 turned up today the rest duno. got to reali know a few onli.. lets see.. sher dion lol he is also manu fan hehe.. den jevis(not sure how to spell) well he looks like a mix blood LOL but pure chinese.. den michael.. my dance partner =x coz our class more guys than girls. the rest.. okok lor noe their names but didnt talk much to them esp the gals. muhaha i am shy ok =)

u r the one... i can feel it and i hope this is not wrong.. i will take it 1 step at a time.. i dun wanna try to rush it for fear of screwing it up. right now i just wanna be some1 u can reali trust. it will take time.. long.. but i will wait rather than rush and screw it up. i suck in love stuff =/ now u dunno me well but soon u will =)

{/7:05 PM}

wooo left 3hrs to sleep -_- ry just sent me the songs i wanted.. yea man.. thx alot =)

Liling transfered to tp. .yay more and more pri sch frens in tp cool.. guan chuan, dor.. all 3 business sch lol. i wonder still got who.. still got a few chose tp but not sure whether they got in.. hmm hope they got in!

Today is going to mark a brand new start for me!! but will nv forget yuying coz of all the frens i made at thr that enabled me to be wad i am today =D

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alright will talk about my cruise trip first. i cant believe it man. the movies, its totally silmilar to 2wks ago -_-. its getting a little bored but 1 part made this trip even more fun LOL. but overall alittle bit sian already.. nothing much to do.. well watched snakes on the plane. they have that movie too 2wks ago but didnt catch it. not bad i wld say. den watched Twins Mission. OMG DAMN NICE. den Hit and Blast.. okok.

well went Queensway today. got a shock. no more demo of rac( for Head rac) -_- sian.. think gonna put lead weight on my rac first and see how bah. heheh.

1day away from orientation wooots TP here i come =D

Oh, be sure to watch Slam Dunk movie nxt year, starring jaychou and charlene choi =)

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hmm lets see..

well gona start wif erm tennis rac.. going to buy another 1.. but $$ =/ surely my parents wont gif me the money to buy another coz they think i am wasting $$ to buy another 1 -_- gonna try a way to find the money but queensway is super far lar... zz.. going to demo the rac like wad coach told me.. haha i am gonna try Head Microgel Extreme.. n6-2 is too light for me.. need a heavier 1..

Orientation, yes orientation, is coming.. dammit when almost every1 starting sch i am going for orientation.. a littlebit of "sian" feeling.. cant wait to get my timetable, and meet new frens =) will miss all my frens who are going diff poly.

And my laptop is fine already =) Reformat it and now its running fine but the internet seems to be weird.. hmm..

Nicholas.... look at wad u had done man.. lol.. supposed to watch 200pounds wif terry and others but went to Shaw House instead of Shaw Tower -_- and a flying pork insisted on watching A movie and we ended up watching the Reaping.. omg.. stupid show leh lol.. see lar..

how i miss

{/4:23 AM}

omg.. my laptop crashed -_-. i bought it like 3wks ago, during the IT fair? oh man.. i dunno wth happened man.. it just died on me when i rs my com coz my msn is not working.. its good that thr is a harvey norman at hou mall so i dun need to go till the HP service center at alexandra road -_-. oh dunno wad to type... hmm.. oh well.. still have like 7more days to my orientation camp.. 19th of april overnight camp.. sian.. feel like pon =x Haha, anyway going cruise this wkend again =x this time to celebrate my mum's birthday.. hehe.. hope the movies are not the same.. PLS!

{/1:41 AM}

came back from cruise.. oh man.. wtf.... i declare this trip totally boring.. lol.. i didnt even spend more than 30bucks in arcade lol. watched movies.. lets see.. er... my super ex gf.. funny, nice =) Zoom.. stupid and lame.. a miracle i watched finish it.. den the prestige.. oh not bad but a little bit boring =/ all those at the picturehouse... den at lido.. kongfu mahjong 3.. watched be4 but nothing to do.. so watched again.. den happy birthday.. ok lar..

Mayb going Hk during june hols.. via Superstar Cruises!!! hmm too bad not Virgo.. but nvm the other is not too small =DD and the good thing is that can go HK and shop again! the clothings at thr are nice and cheap.. haha..

shit man.. so unlucky.........

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