well today was late.. caused tham to be late wif me.. sry gal! anyway c.math today sucks. the lecturer is teaching rubbish. i cant understand =( com arch i am improving.. good. wds. hmmm dunno. went cut hair today.. supposed to cut short short.. but it's still not shortLOL. heckcare. just hope coach syaful dun say anything bout it. And saw don in the saloon.. didnt call him LOL. dunno why.. so freaking tired.. dun feel like talking.
arghhh.. like wad ken said last night... now i keep thinking bout it man.. when i am in the lecture room.. i look ard.. no familar faces.. except kok and weiyi. whr's nich? whr's qin? darren? 4'C, whr are u! =( lecture finished i walk out, whr's ken? whr's damian? whr's every1 in yyss! =( nv reali tot bout this much till ken said it... haiz.. how true... now other than my class i dunno who to find in tp.. every1 has different timetable. my classmates are good. all good. but well dunno how to explain lar. =( sometimes prefer to walk by my own.. den hopefully some1 i know is having break.. in the process of adapting to poly's life, i seem to have lost the real me. i am not as crappy as ever(but as ever, still shy towards stranger).. onli perhaps to a few of them? but i noe.. i cant communicate well wif majority of them! =( tml start of tennis training.. haiz.. every tuesday&thursday by the time ireached home shld be ard 10+ 11+ already. tiring for me coz i am weak.. but well i am willing to work hard.. talk is cheap. i dun wanna be some1 who only noes how to talk bout my dream but yet dun do anything to realise it. i just hope u can be my source of energy.. sigh....
i dunno i dunno.. no longer noes wd to do..
I always needed time on my own..the days feel like years when I'm alone ..when you're gone the pieces of my heart are missing you. When you're gone, the face I came to know is missing too.Do you see how much I need you right now? i love u... i'm sure u can sense that. but why i just have the feeling.. the weird feeling... haiz forget it. dun wanan go think too much bout this. just hope this will work out for me.
