tot today will be a perfect day. but well, it turned out otherwise.
tennis i screwed up. i lost. 6-0. yea the feeling sucks totally. i noe it's just training and ppl like to say rather make mistakes at training than at match. but it just suck. it just took away the slight confidence i had. i cldnt hit proper shots again and again. i cldnt serve well. i just suck. i am scared.. i dun wanna be kicked out of team come the end of the month when coach selects the top15. well at least i learnt something today. that why i keep screwing my forehand.
I just dun understand? Wad's wif that? hell man. i tot it was cool, all good but, arghh. dun wnna talk bout it.
