Lets start wif thursday. early in the morning went to yuying to collect my cert wif nich. reached sch the 3 ogls bought cake for yuanlong.. so we ate.(obviously) lol. and zhihao is one bastard lol.. say i took out my cert to showoff.. come on wad's thr to showoff bout -_- den tennis-ed wif cedric.. well 4hrs of tennis.. 2pm-4 wif jk den 4-6 wif ced.. got chased away by the tennis team lol.. coz they start training at 6. their standard.. omg.. i am kinda scared.. well not trying to be thick-skinned or wad.. but the team(not the regulars) i am surely able to make it coz heard if have the basic can le.
Friday. collected my ez-link.. nothing to talk bout.. oh well saw liling dor den met up wif guan chuan for lunch.. freaking tp.. put Cheers at Sch of Business.. made me late for my lab. lucky not more than 15mins.. well damn fun inside the lab.. msn conference wif the whole class ha. damn scary coz miss joanna was sitting on the table beside me.. wtf.. ha. didnt reali type much during the conference ya. dun feel like typing coz feeling kinda moodless. well tried to but coldnt. but had another separate conversation wif yijun. thx gal for trying to cheer me up yea. ha. went ps afterwards to meet up wif nich. while waiting for the slowpork saw don and wanjie so started talking... den went carl's jnr for dinner wif nich. omg nich u r going to make me broke soon u know. wtf. went cathay to book spiderman3.. den home. den went nich's house to play mahjong and sleep hah.
today tennis training... sucks.... i hate this guy in my training class. i hate him. who do u think u r? i am already so moodless and hes trying hes best to piss me off more or wad? anyway think i am going to quit my outside training. well dun wanna say. i am so scare....... i dun think i am able to get in the regulars this year.. crap.. damn.. i need some source of energy from somewhr! lol... reali i think i am lacking in confidence.. well well..
and poly life is not as slack and fun as alot ppl thought to be. me too. i tot it will be. well how wrong i was. it sucks.. my class rawks lar.. but seriously i am struggling.. struggling so badly.. i cant cope.. i cant concentrate during lectures...i am aiming for gpa atleast 3. but now.. how..i am seriously so dead...
i just wan to have a good life. so hard? why.. dammit.. i wan to get good grades for poly.. i wanna play good tennis.. i wan my family and frens to be happy.. lastly.. i wan u.. it seems i cant get any of my wishes... w.t.f
