today went to school to study wif mel and xr. den mel left for her tuition while xr and i continued studying. after that went tennis. reached thr early... looked at the way the advanced play.... do i reali have the ability to play, train wif them? i wonder... some got promoted up too, leaving me alone as i have a.math every sat and cldnt make it at 1pm. i reali cldnt imagine playing and training wif the likes of nicholas tan.... 4yrs younger than me but yet already top5 player in the U-18.. haiz.... O's juz an excuse, mentally not prepared..... tot after i changed to n6-2 cld play better wif a cool racquet.. wad a beautiful and amazing racquet yet i play below my expectation.... dammit.... and to think jia hao know nicholas tan -_- anyway i am not gonna join the tournament. the right mentality is still not thr. i need more time :( but nevertheless i am gonna be thr to support my tennis dudes! any1 wanna come alone? lol. kallang is farr.......
