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{/8:02 PM}
Again... i will just type what comes my mind as i type haha
Caught 500days of Summer 2 or 3 weeks ago and i have to say its an awesome movie!
Thurs was my last training. feel kind of sad. i have to say, one of the best decisions ever made was to join tp tennis haha. Well i could still go back for training but with a huge number of people coming back(probably more than 15?) not a very good idea considering they will have lesser court to use. they will probably curse me haha! even if i do come back for training definitely after my sip ends (feb)
Monday is the last match for both the guys and ladies. So far 2 wins 2 losses for guys and 1 win 2 losses for ladies. C'mon TP lets win the last match for both guys and ladies :)
I think i might have.. might just have..
{/11:13 PM}
So.. polite started. So far has been nightmare for the team i guess. damn the lost still hurts so much everytime i think of that. i should have won my match easily not sure what happened. felt i kind of let down the team. damn it sucks. NP on monday, got to focus and not dwell too much on it. c'mon we can do this!
{/1:35 AM}
and so.. Pol-Ite is finally here. starting on monday, against SP. gonna be a rush down to school since i end work at 4 and have to reach there about 5. Cant wait yet i dont want it to come haha. ok very contradicting. End of pol-ite means end of my time at tp tennis so yup, i am not sure what to look forward to since i am still on attachment. work just sucks. its boring and making me so no life. Weekends are so precious now haha.
lets do this!
{/7:57 PM}
got back from cruise. i dunno why but i felt a little depressed during the trip. i think its probably cause i am working on monday. ok i turning in. workkk.
{/12:59 AM}
Alright, so sip started. All the wayyyy at commonwealth oh man. but pay is good, 850! inclusive of overtime though. So yup, i am expecting OT soon. till now, not much to do. its really simple for now. they say next month will be more busy due to SA2 for secondary school. seems like the branch at commonwealth focuses on the MOE system which is already up and running. ok enough on SIP its damn boring and i am soo looking forward to my last day of work, 19th feb!
So i got to rush down to trainings after work. Its really tiring but polite is coming and i want to play more tennis since its my last year haha. Cut is next week. I feel kind of scared. Being in the team last year and year 3 dont guarantee me a spot in. and speaking of polite, its next month, 19th Oct - 6th Nov. so yup getting the gold would probably be the best birthday present for me haha. First match against SP if i am not wrong. come on tp tennis lets do it!
and i am off to the sea tmr till sunday, as usual. haha so gonna enjoy, relax and do nothing. I need some rest man, and quietness.
{/12:06 AM}
Leona Lewis - Happy
Verse 1:
Someone once told me that you have to choose
What you win or lose
You can't have everything
Don't cha take chances
Might feel the pain
Don't cha love in vain
Cause love won't set you free
I could stand by the side
And watch this life pass me by
So unhappy
But safe as could be
Chorus:
So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear myself
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
Cause I'm just trying to be happy, yeah
Just wanna be happy, yeah
Verse 2:
Holding on tightly
Just can't let it go
Just trying to play my role
Slowly disappear, ohh
All these days I feel like they're the same
Just different faces, different names
Get me outta here
I can't stand by your side, ohh no
Watch this life pass me by, pass me by
Chorus:
So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear myself
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
Cause I'm just trying to be happy, ohh, happy, ohh
Bridge:
So and it's just that I can't see
The kind of stranger on this road
But don't say victim
Don't say anything
Chorus:
So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear myself
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
Outro:
I just wanna be happy
Ohh, yeah, happy, ohh, happy
I just wanna be, ohh
I just wanna be happy
Ohh, happy
yea, awesome song. why cant it be that simple?
{/2:05 AM}